Jan 21 2007 - Death, houses and laughter
Dreams are hard to describe since they seem to vanish the moment the eyes open so I created this blog today to be able to capture the important messages I think will be coming to me. I have always considered my dreamlife as my second existence. The power and reality they carry influence my waking life more than I can explain.
1/21/2007
Moving vans, empty houses, death and laughter.
I was in a bungalow home tthat never really existened except that it was a combination of all the homes I have shared over the last 10 years after moving to the Bay area. Arion was loading up a large moving van and only wanted to move everything in one trip due to the high costs of fuel. We were positioning all of his pieces of furniture so they were ready for transit and I could see that the house was becoming more and more empty. I thought to myself , well this is ok I can fill it with things that i want now, and I can rent out his room for more than he was paying and save some money on the total. Arion was fussing here and there but seemed in a fragile state of health himself and that this move was really taking it out of him. Judy was there and Joquin, and David showed up. Lily tomlin popped in for some strange reason at one point but thats purely hallucinatory in my opinion. (Comedy?). Arion was riding his bike back to the house for some reason and had fallen off the sideof the road and died right there with his hands just above the handlebars of the fallen over bike. it was a funny sight and then i started to laugh. I told everyone what haopened and they were a little less amused but the funny thing was I tried to call Arion to tell him that he had died and realized the rediculousness of forgetting that he was himself dead. I put my phone back inmy pocket and woke.
What does this mean? I believe it is my subconcious telling me to pay attention to how I handle friendships at this point in life and with all the coming changes with my livingn situation and the home purchase with Kevin. I have told only a few select people but nobody in the house knows. I think it may be time to share with them what Iam planning to do and these dreams will become unnecessary.
1/21/2007
Moving vans, empty houses, death and laughter.
I was in a bungalow home tthat never really existened except that it was a combination of all the homes I have shared over the last 10 years after moving to the Bay area. Arion was loading up a large moving van and only wanted to move everything in one trip due to the high costs of fuel. We were positioning all of his pieces of furniture so they were ready for transit and I could see that the house was becoming more and more empty. I thought to myself , well this is ok I can fill it with things that i want now, and I can rent out his room for more than he was paying and save some money on the total. Arion was fussing here and there but seemed in a fragile state of health himself and that this move was really taking it out of him. Judy was there and Joquin, and David showed up. Lily tomlin popped in for some strange reason at one point but thats purely hallucinatory in my opinion. (Comedy?). Arion was riding his bike back to the house for some reason and had fallen off the sideof the road and died right there with his hands just above the handlebars of the fallen over bike. it was a funny sight and then i started to laugh. I told everyone what haopened and they were a little less amused but the funny thing was I tried to call Arion to tell him that he had died and realized the rediculousness of forgetting that he was himself dead. I put my phone back inmy pocket and woke.
What does this mean? I believe it is my subconcious telling me to pay attention to how I handle friendships at this point in life and with all the coming changes with my livingn situation and the home purchase with Kevin. I have told only a few select people but nobody in the house knows. I think it may be time to share with them what Iam planning to do and these dreams will become unnecessary.
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