gouty dreams

Dreaamed of interventions and roups of my friends helping each other. There are always animals in my dreams. Last night was no exception. The animals of the neighbors were all ganginging together and hanging out in sleeping piles on the frint lawns of the houses. Cats and Chickens, Cows and Bulls, all sorts of pets and wild animals all sleeing in a cozy pile, licking each other. Some were sexually attracted. Very odd vision. Dreamed of a new piece of Joplin-esque jazz for the piano that a friend (Uyen) had composed for a final therapy session. Found myself barefoot on a motorcycle and unable to control the thing as well as I wanted to. Realized that Mom was dead and I felt lost but could not recall when she had died and that I had imagined her being alive for many years. I felt drunk and out-of-touch.